Earlier today I was working on paperwork as I usually do when I started to think about the wedding, I realized that it is only about three days away and I honestly don't know what's going on! For the most part I just let Fleur take over the whole thing as I was busy healing and working and being an older brother all in between, but now that it's so close I'm wondering if perhaps I should consider figuring out everything, even the most simple! I feel a little like a twit for not paying well enough attention.

For example, where is this taking place? I know it's going to start at 4:00pm, and there will be a celebration afterwords and such. But now I'm wondering about everything else! Did Fleur get everybody fit with tuxedos (or at least a good suit) and dresses? And better yet, who all ended up agreeing to be my groomsmen! I know I originally asked for naturally, all of my brothers, plus Harry, then having Remus as my best man (so as not to make my brothers jealous that one got it and the other didn't.) I did hear back from Percy though, and he's still being a total prat. I cannot believe that boy, he declined the offer to be a groom's man and I don't even know if he's going to be attending the wedding at all. I really do want to beat the living daylights out of him. He's shown nothing but disrespect to everybody in this family, he's more arrogant than I am, with no reason to be just that.

Anyway, I digress. I think until the wedding I should probably try and pay a little bit better attention to what Fleur and Mum are asking me instead of just sitting there and nodding my head absentmindedly (Sorry dear! I just, you know me, the wedding stuff just isn't my cup of tea.) Please, I would love to be informed about my own wedding. At least I know the time so I don't show up late. Wouldn't that be an embarrassment.

Oh, Fleur, have your parents arrived yet? If not when will they arrive?

-Bill

I suppose I've been trying to avoid this little journal type thing, only because at times it seems unfavorable to write down my emotions in a physical manner, but they (whom ever that might refer to) say it's rather helpful and therapeutic to write down your worries and such to help sort them out. So I say, why the hell not, I'm always up for trying something once or twice. This journal type thing might actually end up being a rather good way of sorting everything going on! And my word, there isn't a lack of stuff going on!

On to the pouring out of mine guts! So to speak, or write..or whatever. Right then, so as I'm sure everybody from here to the other side of London has an understanding that I will no longer be a free man! Okay, I'm just teasing a little bit, though given the old ball and chain situation, it seems to be pretty common for any person, man or woman, to have some nervousness about their upcoming martial bliss, I mean, if you really think about it, it's a scary dive!

But through this, I could be scaring a lot of people without intentionally doing so, I'm devoted to what I proposed and wouldn't back out of it now, but with the current circumstances going on, it makes you blanch for a second and think. With everything bad going on, does it seem right to have such bliss happen? I'm sure a lot of people think it's completely mental, but you know, in dark times I believe if we can manage a small bit of happiness, then maybe everything isn't as bleak as previously thought.

I should really ask Fleur if she managed to get the rare steak I requested for the reception, lobster bisque or shellfish in general doesn't really fit my appetite anymore.

-Bill Weasley

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